So the new year has started, but does it feel any different? Everything just seems stagnant or quiet and relaxed, I can't tell. I feel the same as last year, but not the same. One year ago, this was the peak, and now its an all time low. Where are we going? The tension is still between but the energy transfer is not, why is that?

2010, what will you bring? What will change for me? Why? There it is again, why. It always fallows me. The reason it does happen, or doesn't.

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