If only you knew

...and understood. I dont really understand either I guess. There is just something that drives me forward. Something that tells me "it's important", something. I really am consumed by it. No matter what I tell myself, if it be "this isnt worth it" or "I should forget it". Nothing ever works. J'ai besoin toi, c'est tout. C'est pas vraiment dificile mais c'est quand meme dur...