If only you knew

...and understood. I dont really understand either I guess. There is just something that drives me forward. Something that tells me "it's important", something. I really am consumed by it. No matter what I tell myself, if it be "this isnt worth it" or "I should forget it". Nothing ever works. J'ai besoin toi, c'est tout. C'est pas vraiment dificile mais c'est quand meme dur...

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I love only you, and thats all its ever been.

you know who you are....

I've got a piano...

or at least it sounds like George Winston is in my house plying piano. The gainclone really rocks it, extremely fast punchy bass, smooth airy mids, and euphoric highs. Went together with basically no issues, but of course theses still little bits and pieces I want to change/upgrade. Anyone looking for a premium quality, hifi stereo amp with 40w+ per channel @ 8ohms give me a shout and I'll build you one. After you get a listen to mine you will have to change your panties!

on the other ends of life, nothing changes......

why do I love you so....

More new kicks!

New shoeeeeeeeeees! Sylvester is turning me into a shoe addict, seriously!

What the fuck is wrong? It's the WU bitch.

seriously, wheres my fucking bike! FUCK! 8 fucking weeks is fucking ridiculous! ARG!

and you, jeeze, what is it about you.....

TOYS!!!!!!!!

Seriously, I have a problem. I just love to get stuff, take it apart, modify it a bit until it breaks, then upgrade it and continue on the wonderful circle. What happened to "if it ain't broke, don't fix it"??? I guess no one ever taught me that rule! This is my newest toy, I've already broken it like 5 times, not I have to custom make a piece for it.. HAHA! that should be fun..

I gotta chillax on the hobbies. This weekend its clean time. The closet of doom needs to be destroyed and made useful! This weekend, no jokes!