time

The sun shines, the days go by, things change. "Woman of my dreams, lives right down my street". Doing more and more each day, it makes me want more and more. I can push if there is a pull. Some things work and some things don't, that's learning. Sometimes it takes a long time, and sometimes it's instant. What works; this. What doesn't work; non of this. More more more, push, grow, experience. LIVE! For the sake of humanity, just live....

...with me

Simplicity

I've got too much shit. I'm tired of it. I want to chill out and get more simple. I guess that's how it goes though, you try a bunch of different thing until you find the right. Well I've definitely found a few! Who wants bikes? Come and get'em! Just Stuff too. Do you think I have "stuff" that you want? Let me know, I probably want you to have it too!

PS- fuck you work. I can't believe you want to control my spare time. You will surly lose more doing this. Lucky for you I've expected this and I cannot be bothered to waste my energy on your bullshit. Its here, I've let it out and that's it. Enjoy.

frolic with me in the grass....

To do

It's not rare that you make me feel stupid for putting in the extra. Its not the first time I've had this problem either. It seems I enjoy putting energy where its not deserved (whether needed or not), and lack the ability to put it where there's a return or mutual share. All in all, I still catch myself saying "that was stupid" a lot more often for things I don't do rather then things I do. Gotta raise the bar.

I'm working on it.

If only you knew

...and understood. I dont really understand either I guess. There is just something that drives me forward. Something that tells me "it's important", something. I really am consumed by it. No matter what I tell myself, if it be "this isnt worth it" or "I should forget it". Nothing ever works. J'ai besoin toi, c'est tout. C'est pas vraiment dificile mais c'est quand meme dur...

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I love only you, and thats all its ever been.

you know who you are....

I've got a piano...

or at least it sounds like George Winston is in my house plying piano. The gainclone really rocks it, extremely fast punchy bass, smooth airy mids, and euphoric highs. Went together with basically no issues, but of course theses still little bits and pieces I want to change/upgrade. Anyone looking for a premium quality, hifi stereo amp with 40w+ per channel @ 8ohms give me a shout and I'll build you one. After you get a listen to mine you will have to change your panties!

on the other ends of life, nothing changes......

why do I love you so....