ouch!

SLICE! a fucking Hispanic ninja rock jumped out and bit me mountain biking! Oh well.

bliss

This is what its all about. Mountain biking to me, the winner is the one who has the most fun. Life is FUCKING great. Things are really going in a perfect direction for me this summer. Everything is awesome so lets keep it that way!

especially you...

Good Morning.....

what does it take....

questions

"hmmm... do veggies have an equivalent to monkeys? ...made of soya?"

I dunno the answer to this, but it was an interesting question brought to my attention. What can I eat instead of monkeys?

There are a lot of interesting questions these days. Mostly where to go, which path to take, and how to climb it. There's many ways to skin a cat, but which one is for me. Some times the question is more of a "when". Timing is critical and I think its easy to miss with a lack of confidence. My new policy is "GO FOR GOLD", but thats tough.

Either way you end up silver or bronze.

time

The sun shines, the days go by, things change. "Woman of my dreams, lives right down my street". Doing more and more each day, it makes me want more and more. I can push if there is a pull. Some things work and some things don't, that's learning. Sometimes it takes a long time, and sometimes it's instant. What works; this. What doesn't work; non of this. More more more, push, grow, experience. LIVE! For the sake of humanity, just live....

...with me

Simplicity

I've got too much shit. I'm tired of it. I want to chill out and get more simple. I guess that's how it goes though, you try a bunch of different thing until you find the right. Well I've definitely found a few! Who wants bikes? Come and get'em! Just Stuff too. Do you think I have "stuff" that you want? Let me know, I probably want you to have it too!

PS- fuck you work. I can't believe you want to control my spare time. You will surly lose more doing this. Lucky for you I've expected this and I cannot be bothered to waste my energy on your bullshit. Its here, I've let it out and that's it. Enjoy.

frolic with me in the grass....

To do

It's not rare that you make me feel stupid for putting in the extra. Its not the first time I've had this problem either. It seems I enjoy putting energy where its not deserved (whether needed or not), and lack the ability to put it where there's a return or mutual share. All in all, I still catch myself saying "that was stupid" a lot more often for things I don't do rather then things I do. Gotta raise the bar.

I'm working on it.

If only you knew

...and understood. I dont really understand either I guess. There is just something that drives me forward. Something that tells me "it's important", something. I really am consumed by it. No matter what I tell myself, if it be "this isnt worth it" or "I should forget it". Nothing ever works. J'ai besoin toi, c'est tout. C'est pas vraiment dificile mais c'est quand meme dur...

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I love only you, and thats all its ever been.

you know who you are....