Tailwind

Here's a better picture in some better lighting for you. Isn't is so cute!

One days work

Even after all that creation in one day I still haven't come to an understanding. I guess I'll just have to continue wondering and searching.

Meet Tailwind.

Rainy days...

Rainy days are good for a few things; movies, cuddling, thinking, and tinkering. Today I'm doing the last two. I started from scratch on this little plane this afternoon. Its a simple build so I wont get frustrated and that allows my mind to stay clear. since I'm not really thinking about the plane and mostly just about life and you, this plane is for you. I don't know what you're doing or where you are, but this little plane has been my happiness and warmth for today.

If only you realized what was at stake....

live till you die...

Thats right, Im posting pictures here cuz I feel like it and its a free world. Things change and thats normal, dont be surprised if they change again little muffin!

its cute when you act girly...

More like.

Boards of Canada really rock it in the cold, lonely, winter months. Sorry neighbors.

AHHHHHHHHHHH
need to vent. just sitting around doing nothing.

Seriously, what the hell! I don't understand anything at all. NOTHING! zero. Make some freakin' sense! how hard is it? If you want something, go get it. If you don't then stay away from it. At least be clear, its not that hard is it?

I've gotta say something, but I need the chance. I can't just scream out of my window, I'm tired of this superficial internet mumbo jumbo. Sure I love the ability to re-read what I have to say, correct my errors and change my mind about whats coming out before I click that SEND button, but really, is that real? real is the now. Its what comes out as I exhale. It's the real me. It's your breath on my skin. It's the warmth of being close....
The sharing of lessons
the trust and respect
the two parts that make a whole
the need to grow
Life

ALIVE!!!!!!!!!

Dead Meadow - Either Way

I woke up with a start
on some dark southern highway
barreling through the
hot summer night
and through the black
our winding path
cut only by two headlights
and I can't tell if we're
running from or coming to
either way my love
we'll make it through

Rest your head let yourself sleep
don't give a thought
to worry or fear
I've got reason enough for the night
sight enough to see our way clear
and I can't tell if we're
running from or coming to
either way my love
the night is almost through

So the new year has started, but does it feel any different? Everything just seems stagnant or quiet and relaxed, I can't tell. I feel the same as last year, but not the same. One year ago, this was the peak, and now its an all time low. Where are we going? The tension is still between but the energy transfer is not, why is that?

2010, what will you bring? What will change for me? Why? There it is again, why. It always fallows me. The reason it does happen, or doesn't.

why