surprising as usual

Surprised as usual. Really, I should get used to it. Everyone somewhat close to me in my life always likes to pull a little something out of their pocket. Right on! It definitely keeps things interesting. Tough decisions on top of that, feelings crossed, directions unknown, its the mystery of life. I think I'm starting to get the hang of it, go with the flow, feel it.

...ride the wave

ugh.

Wow.
First I can't sleep anymore. I don't know what has happened but I just cant get to sleep anymore. I don't know whats going on but this really needs to stop NOW. fuck.

Sleepless night, awake with a sore back that throughout the day migrates to a sore neck. Sore neck becomes almost unbearable to the point where I can barely finish work. I have NEVER had a pain like this before. It is nothing like anything I've felt before, it's mind numbing. And it continues....

So numbing in fact that, for the first time in my life of fixed gear bicycle riding, I get my finger stuck between the cog and the chain. I've heard a million stories about people losing fingers and having them sewn back on but now its my turn. Alas, it could have been much worse as I have only lost a small piece of my thumb, but still its painful. Painful enough for me to forget about my neck for the ride home from work.

Everything happens for a reason....

....what do I do now

This weekends project.

I decided to finish the micro glider this weekend.. Id have to say its one of the nicest models Ive ever built. The question now remains; will it fly as good as it looks. Well ask the weather man to let up on this SHITTY weather and we can find out!

I put a lot of effort into this model hoping that it will inspire Bisnaire to get back into building. I know youre a busy old fart, scouring the deep blue fer' yer perfect wench, but c mon!

Other then that I've had a good weekend. One late night full of powerful conversations and another chillin with good ol' Joey. Relaxing days finished with educational nights, me likey likey.

...excited to see where this is headed, I enjoy the movement

Rollin'

St-Anne, now thats a nice place. Everytime I go up the Gondola my ears pop! its so high I love it! and the view! Its really a nice place... Too bad I fell twice in my race run! HAHA... I guess thats what happens when you dont practice... Oh well, I had fun, and thats what its about for me.

I admire your intelligence, but I'm courious of your strength.
Show me what you're capable of.....

In and out,
Whats this all about.
Sometimes,
Fun-times,
Lead to your demise.

To go.
To live.
To fight.
To win.
Sometimes,
This,
All means the same.

But
The question always remains,
Why?

WHAT WHAT

WHAT! something about pastries? something about calling a girl a tart.. I dont really get it, but hey.

Fuck yeah DQBIKERIDEBIXI. Thats what Im talkin'bout on monday!

I CANT sleep. I dont know what the heck happened but Im tired and I cant pass out. FUCK. Its too hot for me even with the fan directly on me, sons of beaches!

THANKS! seriously, you have no idea what you did to me! finally I am free! FREEEEE.... Free from one and trapped in another, it isnt so bad, atleast its fresh...

But a repeat? Really close to one Ive seen before, clearly I missed something important there. Socializing. I guess I must attract the butterfly to push me into the crowd. It's all good, I'll figure it out. Lets just hope this one doesnt explode!

WHAT THE HELL!

Twice in two weeks I've been stopped by the police and questioned!

"what were you doing riding out of the park"
ITS A FUCKING PARK jeeze. playing with my toys! is that against the law?
"did you see anyone running??"
I dunno, its a PARK! I would think that its pretty common for people to run there....

I really better make sure Im on the right side of the law! Im getting stopped and questioned when Im doing nothing, I would hate to see what happens when I do something wrong! SHOT probably.....

As for my new toy, FAIL. too fast for my n00b reflexes... Better practice more...

TOYS

You all know I'm just a big kid! look more new toys! weee! I am really enjoying this building airplanes thing... I mean, Its pretty damn geeky but I get to keep my hands busy, building and creating. This is the newest little creation. A kit from Plantraco which I got yesterday and build last night. lightly sprayed with spray paint and a little sharpie for some detail... the question remains now, will I be able to fly it? HA

Other then that, things are interesting as always. Still learning and growing, but maybe in ways and towards things I did not expect. Heck thats what makes life so exciting! Im not exactly sure why some of these things happen, but I enjoy them... Keep it coming! show me your best shot!

Maybe youre in Halifax, thats what my mom thinks. Or maybe youre right here. Im sure I will find out soon enough, because I need too.