I should really write in this thing more often, especially with all that I have to say!
Right now I'm preparing for a road ride with Cedric and Sarah, drinking some coffee Rueben brought me from Nelson. It's the Road Rider blend and its freakin good! It makes me think... think about where I'm from, the smell of the air, the water, the trees, and even more of my family. My father; I haven't heard from him much lately, maybe he's finally busy enough to be content. My brother; I guess we just aren't "old enough" to call and chat. My sister and mother; so busy with the "new life" in their lives, I'm sure a day never becomes dull. So whats up with me? repeat I guess, same old same old. Some new, some old but nothing really changes, not yet at least....
SCHOOL, stop eluding me!! What am I supposed to do? I got your stupid package that tells me all sorts of things about other courses but how do I know that I am signed up and ready! haha, its funny, I feel like a black ant lost in a red ant hill. That's a great challenge, but really the challenge is just getting past all this applying and whatever office mumbo jumbo I have to do.
Ok, so what else? bikes! yup lets ride bikes. Why do I love riding my bikes so much? because its like meditation for me. I just pedal and pedal and my mind works and works. I can think about you, and me and us. I can imagine all plausible possibilities based on the reality that is my life up until now....
realities...
Things are going good, better then expected. It's more then just falling into place but fitting as well. The puzzle will create a picture, I guess the question is when, but does that really matter? Finding each part that fits together is amazing, they are all so obvious.
